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It's been so long since I've dated and liked someone that I've forgotten how it feels......words are not enough to express what I'm going through. Is it love? infatuation? I'm smiling 24/7..I have ALL the patience in the world for things to happen...unlike my usual If-it-doesn't-happen-NOW-it-never-will self. I love everything...no hard feelings towards anything or anyone..life just seems sooo beautiful and nice.. !! This is how it's suppose to be i guess....cuz when i've had relationships in the past I always felt like time was my enemy.. I guess somewhere in my mind i knew that it was going to end and that i wanted to spend as much time as possible with the person...
Right now, that's the last thing on my mind...I cherish each moment spent together..I don't care about anything except for the fact that we're together even if there are 5 other people with us....na, it's not that simple...we're not dating or anything..it's far too complicated than that..but what i'm going through is just amazing!....i din't know anyone could feel this way... Last night was probably the best night ever...no you perverts, nothing like that happened...but HE bought me a rose...and it meant a lot cuz he never buys or has bought flowers for anyone..we spent about 5 hours together...no one else...just talking and having fun...I know that he likes me...there's something about the way he looks at me...my friends noticed it as well..
Am i in love?
Is this going anywhere?
I don't know answers to these questions...and i don't think i want to know...
All i know is that this is the best feeling in the world..and nothing can beat this...if we're mean't to be together, we will be...if not, doesn't matter.
I'm not in a rush...& as i said before...I feel like I have ALL the time.....................!!